tomorrow's my birthday. if there is one day in a year which i always look forward to -- it's my birthday. and as always, i will be doing the countdown tonight. who will be the person who will greet me at 12 midnight? let's see ; )

i just felt that it's like - i'm starting life anew. i pray that this coming year will be much better than this year. i am excited to live again and to love well as always. i welcome all the blessings. i leave all the pain, all the tears behind. i leave all the ill feelings behind. and i pray that those who hurt me one way or another may find peace in their heart as well. it's a new life after all.

though my days have been worst at times, i still reserve a reason to smile. though trials seemed to test my strength, i'm still keeping the faith. i know that after every tear that falls from my eyes comes a new spark of happiness that is even greater than every pain i felt. i will keep on believing that HE make happy endings.